pfft!

2010-12-10T14:37:00.002+08:00

sitting in the library now. cathcing up with the latest updates about Hollywood celebs. but somehow the connection here sucks. tomorrow plans, going to the chalet with sister Boyf family and all. can wait for that as i've been sitting at home, or either going to the library. i know, i know it's kind of a suckish way to enjoy holiday. but not a problem for me though. eventually, release of the results is drawing near.(i shouldn't be coming up to this subj!) America Music Awards, such an enjoyable events. with all the gorgeous and hot celebs, you see, you simply can't take your eyes of them. needless to say about your own favourite celeb. Justin Bieber is eventually been rising high up with it's fame. and with that, he deserve to win 4 awards. crazy isn't? iknow.
and oh ya, i should trust whatever Nad says about watching Vampire Diaries. it's totally insane. and im kinda of getting obssesed with it. and yupp, i;ve learnt new things. let me rememember it back.hmm, vervain? vervain? yupp, that's the word. haha.
alright, gonna catch up with more gossips and books around here then.

xoxo

2010-10-08T19:44:00.002+08:00

N levels a re officially over. there's another agony awaits us. the result. gosh. hopefully i belong to the fun house. amin.
there's many plans ahead of me right now. one of which is that, planning to go to the science centre to explore more about CSI world. that is a must to go and probably will ask mum some $$$ to rent some CSI movies. there's alot, i mean alot of episodes that i have missed.
oh ya, BBQ plans had already been confirmed and let norys do the job to update me with all the details. PROM night is coming in about2 months time. and will bringing my fasion designers with me. wait, it's my mum uh. hah. i can't really think what it will turn out to be like.soooooo much is happening before the N levels result. i will sleep all day and sleep all night. i will talk all day and talk all night. i will watch tv all day, watch tv all night. i will play comp all day and all night. siao, just before you guys know,i will becom zombie if this is my everday routine. ugh! although english schools is over, i still have my religious class to go. gosh. and didn't i tell you that the exam are also coming in 1 months time???? my brain will become nuts.
p/s missed all those teachers and class.

2010-10-01T18:05:00.002+08:00

shut up. i know it's like been ages since i last updated. chill okay. im busy cracking up my brain cells for the important exam all this long.
no more the usual routine to be in the classroom environment anymore. things chang. and maybe, friends change. they will go their separate ways in tertiary levels. well, i don't mind in having new friends and all but i will of course miss all those irritating and annoying moments. well, that means, if i were to have new friends. it will relate to.... new crush! gosh! hah. kay ssshh. i should analyse first. heh.
so, monday is combined science paper and that means i will become scientist for one day. right? tell me a yes please? kay thank you. ^^ hope i will not mixed all those definiations and formula and all. and also hoping that my brain cells is working and not become faulty. amin.
yupp,it a short story as for now. and i promise the next time i updated my blog, the lenght will increase. deal? alright. so for those reading this, wish me luck for next week big exams. you're the best. alright. just enter my blog sites each day to keep a look out of my new update and story. alright, that's all for now.

2010-07-03T15:31:00.002+08:00

surprisingly, i had spent 2 hrs revising my ss. mind you, it's only one topic that i need that much time. and also thanks to Adam Khoo's workshop that now i had a better way in learning and it really benefited me alot and i can remember all the things that they are saying in the topic. cool..

now, im left with just 20 mins to type out everything and surfing the other sites before heading back to... revision. no time for me to waste. time is insanely racing each day and by the time i opene my eyes, prelims gone and N level is here. gosh. never mind, can tahan one and can do one. :)))

2010-06-24T16:42:00.003+08:00

soon back to school. if you ask me whether am i excited for school reopen i would definitely say yes thou i hate it when stressed haunt me back. geesh! june hols kind of bored, revision after revision. tons of homework to be done and im glad that im half way through the finish line. phew!

it strange if you guys know this, but hey i do miss school. and also i miss the way the teacher blow their anger to us. haha.but still, i miss school and can't wait to take my N and get the result and im done with it. do you ever think that, would it be amazing and fun if we just take the N level certs without sitting for the written exams. dont you guys think? haha. wild imagination eh. counting down to the days where the school gate is officially open to let the students in. ;)

2010-06-13T16:38:00.005+08:00

BOOK FREAK!

yeap that's the tittle for today. book freak. yes i am. a wholefreak to be exact. ;)

now im obsessed with this book called the Ghost Huntress.(look at the picture on the left :) )it has 4 books that definitely im not gonna missed any of it. thanks to this aurthor, Marley Gibson who had created such a good storyline with paranormal kind of stuff to the romantic story line.it's just amazing.

i've finished reading the Book 1 which is called, 'GHOST HUNTRESS, THE AWAKENING'. and now im moving on to Book 2 which is called 'GHOST HUNTRESS, THE GUIDANCE' yeah im a freak to be reading 300-400 pages per book. but hey i don't have a choice no to be reading it cause it is such a fantastic books. thumbs up man.

i think im going crazy over this books cause i dreamt in becoming the next ghost huntress. hahah. y'know ghost hunting and talk to ghost that kind of stuff. haha. no regret in reading this books.

2010-06-11T21:59:00.003+08:00

i guess this will be a long post as im gonna say things that im not happy with so that i will feel a little bit better.

i know i may not be as good as you all.. but i just don't like the way you people treat me. i may be the kind that just keep quiet when you guys disrespect me but you don't know what i felt inside. if i was stubborn enough, i would simply voice out what i felt and i bet my words gonna be harsh and it will hurt you badly. but hey, i decided to keep quiet. i am taught not to be rude to others. it's a shame of you guys to do that and i pity your parents.

to be honest, i am not a fun person and outgoing person to hang out with. i always reject the plans if you guys asked me to hang out with you guys.i just simply can't do anything about that as i'm just not interested and i don't like to be too social with people and make friends with. i'm always left behind when you guys talk and talk and talk. i know im not involve in those conversations but you know what, im a human. i have feelings. try imagine this. your friends talk and talk about guys or creating any plans for the upcoming weekends and you were left behind. looking like a fool to just hear what they say. if i were to follow what my hearts say i will just say things that surely you guys will hate me forever. im being straight forward here. i don't like people to show off and be proud of what they have. it just irritates me alot. having the lastest fashion and say what your siblings have and all is just so idiotic. i know you want people to be impressed of what you've got but think, people may just be pretending to like but actually they don't l ike and kind of hate it. you know what im trying to say?

next, i really dislike attitude of people who needs sth maybe is he/she is alone, that person will go to you but next when that person have somebody and not being left alone left you and you are the one that is left out and is alone next. if you guys don't know,i have this abilities to read people's mind. that's the reason why i have to be careful of what i want to say if im totally angry and hate certain things. i can be as straight forward as i can be but chose not to because if i were to do so, people will hate me and im left nobody to be with. that's kind of sad of me.

im more than happy if you read this and feel kind of guilty as that shows you're the one.i'm not aind person anyway. only if there is a need to be kind, than i'll be. if not, hurting people with my words if the best that i can do as im not good in talking directly to the person's face.

2010-06-09T23:31:00.002+08:00

pants on the ground,pants on the ground,looking like a fool with my pants on the ground.

ahah.there you go my fav song of the day.im taking a break now from torturing myself to sit on the bed for 2 and a half hour doing f&N coursework. i think when i had done finish doing my coursework, there's no more brain cells left. that's mean i can't think, and im dooommeeed! oh yeah! haha. im crazy, i know.thanks to the coursework. deadline: this friday. what's the prob with that: teacher haven't yet check my work and if there's so many sections that i need to do than im dooommeeed! hopefully,*praying vvvvvvv hard* that all my hard work and siitting and burning my butt had paid off and don't give loads of work that need to be re-do.please,please,please. :) ty!

oh,stop here then.off to continue my coursework. im out!

2010-06-05T18:49:00.002+08:00

it's funny of me hugging my SS book while typing this out.haha. and should i say, i have ALOT of work to be done this june hols. it doesn't make sense to have june hols when you are covered with lots of work from different subjects. let me list out all my work for this june hols :

- Physics (more that 10 pages)

- PEEL for ss (5 topics to be done)

- 3 sets of maths

-1 set of malay

plus plus plus, i have to do my revisions. minus away next whole week due to F&N coursework, i don't think this june hols is enough for me. hate it when the situations is like this.

2010-06-05T18:43:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU NADHIRAH SULIANI. :D

it's her birthday today,and im here to say few things.

eventually you're oldest among the four of us. haha. hope you had a great time celebrating this precious day of yours. make it an unforgetable one yeah. wish you all the best for this big year and once again happy birthday! loves you,monkey. xD

2010-06-02T21:01:00.002+08:00

To bestG aneeeez : honey,i've done what you told me to do.go read em' :)

phew.*wipe sweat* im multi-tasking between doing my coursework and blogging at the same time.i've yet to do any revision cause the entire day i spend sleeping. looking back how much time i've wasted just like that. *sob*. kay shit.

luckily there's no tutorial tomorrow. but still i dislike staying at home. just how long should i suffer this dreadful torture to study,study,study? i bet those who are sitting for big national exams feels the pinch right? i just learnt a phrase, " never say never". yeap.

oh shit, i have to go now. see ya. *wink*

2010-05-29T01:31:00.003+08:00

look at the time now and it's 30 mins to 2 am. still i can't simply go to bed.waiting for mummy to come home....

everyone is asleep now and im now stucking at the corner of the bedroom with lappy accompany me. oh ya hold on a while..

what was i saying just now? ookay forget about it.

guess what? im watching supernanny now.haha.kind of weird uh? but it's true. okay guys, off to watch this awesome vids. goodnight,oh or should i say, good morning indeed. :)

2010-05-25T23:25:00.002+08:00

so,who turn up for school today? ahah! you got the hint there. obviously i didn't turn up for school today. not only me, but Norys,annez and nad too didn't turn up. yupp,we've planned together. HAHA!

just a few minutes more till the new day. and here am i stucking doing coursework. i need my F&N notes to do my coursework but my notes went missing out of a sudden. i simply can't remember where i put it after the MYE for F&N is over.Darn! and i still don't know how to do the manupulation part thing.great uh?

tomorrow school?

of course i will turn up. will be learning new topics for tomorrow.so yupp.

that's it for today then. goodnight!

2010-05-21T19:40:00.002+08:00

finally i had the chance to play the piano and know the key notes for the 2 and 3 black keys. yeah of course im happy and wish that mummy will bought me a piano thou i know it will be dream come true. kay whatever.

and today i didn't turn oup for school.reason is that im lazy but atleast i helped mummy to carry a bag full of food stuff and WALK 100m .imagine me carrying a bag which is heavy and my mum only carries a bag filled with 2 bags of rice. it's really hilarious okay when things happened in between our 100m walk.

results? well should just wait for the result slip next thurs.

2010-05-16T22:34:00.002+08:00

yay! no school for 2 days! i should be glad bout that. and i have 48hrs to spent. hmm...so,i've alrdy plan what should i do for tomorrow,which is Monday.
here are my plans for tomorrow,wake up around 10:30 or 11am.depends on my body clock. but not till noon. then had breakfast and bathe,which approximately took me about 1 hr to do this two things.haha.ya,i know,it's such a lot of time consuming. :) then, revise geo thou exams had alrdy over i really need to know what's happening in river and coast thing.i totally had no idea regarding this.that's why im going to study that tomorrow. ;) maybe after studying and understanding this two topics,i will MAYBE study physics or either maths.
btw,while i was updating this,i was playing stardoll.you know what im talking about? no? huhu^^
parents are sucha nuisance! fuck that.

2010-05-14T18:44:00.003+08:00

finally exams are over.with that i deserve 4 days of brain-rest. including tomorrow till tuesday. :) let me talk about what happened this week.

first, on monday.

had english & MT paper 2. both papers was kinda okay for me.hopefully i didn't screw up my english paper.only with that paper will enable me to pass my eng cause eng paper 1 i had done well. hee.not to be proud here,but i just want to tell you guys. :)

on tuesday.

social studies and F&N paper.honestly i think i didn't get the comparison steps right but i managed to complete all the sources thou i know i had written crap there.who knows that crap-ness will give me some mark? haha.F&N? totally easy. thanks for the 30 mins break,and the questions that came out are actually questions whereby i have study during the 30 mins break. lucky or what?hah.

on tuesday night.

the night before,i really had difficult time to multi-task my work between studying Geo & Physics.i shouldn't have any prob regarding physics but still i wanna remember all the formula in my head but whenever i try to remember it,i failed.what keeps bothering me are about how much time is left for me to study geo? mind you,i haven't even start studying River & Coast.and there's only like less than 3 hrs before the next day. how can last minutes studying and remember all the diagrams can help me answer the paper the next day right? so,the only way are to remember as much as i can in the bus which the journey took about 45 mins to reached my school. :) and when sitting for Geo paper, IT WAS A KILLER! except the development question where i had confident when writting it. for physics,hmm.dissapointed in myself cause i didn't foceus much in doin the questions in thr TYS cause some of the questions came form there.tsk!well,let's just see what it turns out to be like.

wednesday.

lost of focus to study the remaining paper.but kick that aside uh. study maths formula and the questions at BB library alone while waiting for the time to pick up Dan(my lil bro). it's a long day for me and i gotta admit i that,even the office people had a break in theor work unlike me,continuosly doing my study.

Friday.

can't remember what happened,so skip to the next day.

friday! yeah mean! TGIF!!!!! after a long and hectic week finally the time and comp is mine!!! it's difficult not to turn on your comp and when studying you can't focus mush cause the comp is bothering you.but i manage to not on my comp for 4 days.means that i had failed to fight my "lust" over by checking out my FB for 1 day.heh.1 day doesn't means a thing,right?

well im done summarising all that happened form Monday to Friday and with that,hoping that my hard work had paid off and getting a distinctions.woo! yeah i know,it's a fake hope for me to achieve that,but they i manage to acquire it for my last test.so,why can't i achieved it for this MYE,right? :))

2010-05-04T22:28:00.003+08:00

so here's my 2nd post for today.

im so TIRED,TIRED,TIRED.DEADLY TIRED! my brain wants to sleep but i won't let.heh. you still have loads,i mean LOADS of info to be stored inside.so bare with it :D

looks that i'm totally listless now. means that,i will get irritated easily and if i were rude towards you,yeah you deserve it then.huhu.^^

oh no,tutorial tomorrow.simply hate it. and shit,tomorrow is SS tutorial and hmm can't remember the other one. surely die one tomorrow. zzzZZZZzzzzz

2010-05-04T18:44:00.002+08:00

such a bigoted person. please lah eh.

so here am i UPDATING MY BLOG. for those of you who kept saying i didn't blog,than you are ought to slap your face.it really annoys me when you guys said that.c'mon do you think i have time to update my blog and have the whole story to talk to in my blog like you do?get that in your mind.

and so, i think i had wasted 2 hours today.it all thanks to the mentor people who were suppose to teach me and my other friends for maths but ended she was late.so i gave up and went home.imagine this,nearly 5pm and yet she hasn't come.ugh.

like any other days, tonight i will be doing the same thing that you guys should know if you guys had no other business but to check out my blog each time.hah. so ya,that's about it for today.i don't have any grandmother story to share.if i have to,whose gonna listen and read them,right? hah. so have a good day ahead then.

2010-05-03T10:25:00.002+08:00

i simply can't get back to sleep after mum woke me up telling she's going to work. =_="
and now,i had no idea what to do. kind of boring y'know,checking out facebook,twitter,youtube and other sites repeatedly.damn.
my stomach needs food.and im lazy to walk to the kitchen.aiyo.i can starve to death know.hah! kay crap.
so like i said yesterday,i wanna do some revision,right?guess what?i didn't revise that much.HAH! i only manage to re-write my SS notes like 2 pages?haha! and after which i went to bed. ;)
so what are today's plan?
hmm,feels like studying Physics!oh yeah.but i can't.i have been revising that paticular subjects more than the rest and i have not even started to revise Geo. see,im not interested in studying that subjects.what lah the river? coasts? floodplains? whatever shit uh with Geo. :p hah!
I'M FREAKING HUNGRY! Hungry!hungry!hungry! im off now.bye! Hungry! hungry!

2010-05-02T21:24:00.002+08:00

Decide to take short nap but in the end it was a long sleep.HAHA. and now im fully awake and fresh.maybe i will study for like about 1 hr for SS? ooh but i prefer to study Physics. i like Physics btw.shall see later. so the plan of me going out with "adr ahh" was cancelled. =_=" for those who don't know who "adr ahh" is than too bad.huhu ^^

trying to download some songs and music videos but the connection just sucks.hate it when come to this.so i will just bloghopped people's blog and SPAM them.yeah! seems a short post,right?

well it all thanks to my brain who can't think of any topics to say about here.till we meet next time then. :)

2010-04-30T20:17:00.003+08:00

just finish writing lyrics.it took me less that 30 minutes.cool. give me comment whether the lyrics that i compose is good or bad.give me your honest thoughts/opinion.thanks.

Goodbye love

The world had been crazy with love

But why can’t we make one to?

I don’t want to say the word

Cause I know that it doesn’t make a turn

Goodbye love,

The only exceptions in my life

the melody of the songs tells it all

no cure on this situation

but a way out from here

The plan that I make for our love

Was all gone to waste

No idea what’s going on in your head.

Maybe you’ve chose to be this way.

So sometimes I cry hard from pleading

But no one would care.

You just don’t accept me for who I am

Because you know she’s the one.

Goodbye love,

The only exceptions in my life

The melody of the songs tells it all

No cure for this situation

Till you find one.

No I won’t be repeating this

You’ve just lost the chance.

You chose to be this way.

And a word for you,

Goodbye love.

2010-04-30T19:46:00.002+08:00

it's like an angel came by and took me to heaven.

seriously im getting annoyed with this busted in facebook. how could she follow my name? i mean ya la my name was spelled with two 'H' at the back while that busted name was being spelled with two 'A'.before that that busted name was her middle name till i found out that her nick name was called iraah. wth? and honestly with that i beginning to hate her cause she is annoying to look at.total busted. go die.

Both english and mother tongue paper 1 was easy.i had no problem in answering the english topic question.but for Malay i had a hard time in making a sentence.omg. i spent aabout 5 min thinking how should i put that into a perfect sentence.bleargh. hopefully i can pass this both paper.insyaallah. :0

2010-04-29T19:57:00.002+08:00

ENG &MALAY PAPER 1 STARTS TOMORROW! whose ready? me,of course.

In a couple of minutes time,i will find new vocabs so that i can used it for tomorrow essay.im aiming to improve my essay as it had sucks over for the past 3 years. trying to write maturedly and logically of course. apart of that nothing i should worry about. but do we have time to do the planning for tomorrow? oh,i wish we have.

and please brain, don't let me fall asleep tomorrow. help me focus and remember all the vocabs and format that i will memorise later. alright?kay deal!

today weather is acceptable and cooling. accompanied nadhirah to Jansport shop to survey and asked for my opinion about the bagpack that she want to purchase. whether it is nice or suit her or not. it's really troublesome okay giving my opinion to her and she keep repeating the same questions and i had to repeat the same answer a lot of times. just go with the pink one. you know what i'm talking about.

then we bus-ed off to WCP Mc. where hilarious scene happened.even about one small butterfly can make the situation incredibly exciting.then ate and bus-ed back home. :)

all the best for you guys who is taking examinations tomorrow. hopefully i can do it. insyaallah.:)

2010-04-25T18:17:00.003+08:00

how do you feel when there's only one parent to support you,brought you up,find all the possible ways for you to succeed?if you felt pity for your only parent than that shows that you are thinking maturedly. that 's the reason why i always find it vvvv irritating and feel like slapping a person who is rude to their parents. i know that some of you may think that having both of your parents can be abit annoying at times.but don't regret it when they are gone.it can be real tough for you.more over when you are growing up.just one parent can't give you everything that you want,care for you for all their hearts and love you they way other child deserve to be loved.it's different. sometimes you feel neglected and wish that if you have one chance for you mother/father to be alive again you would take that chance.but that will never happen.and besides that,the chance will never be exist. no matter how bad or such a fcker your parent is, there must be a reason why you parent chose to be that way.there's no such thing as a parent who don't love their child.

2010-04-23T18:39:00.003+08:00

minus today,seems that i didn't on my comp for 4 solid days. :))) im busy studying and memorising things.i know brain you're extremely exhausted,but please endure with it for a couple of months? heh! kay thanks.

omg,why am i talking to my brain now? kay lame. had POP(pass out parade) just now.but it's not that kind of parade that you'll think of.it's a mini party,eating pizza. cool uh? haha. and as to mark the last day of our CCA today,Mr.Wong gave each of us some souvenier.i thought that it must be a beautiful souvenier and when it's my turn to receive it, he handed me small cute little keychains. i was like, "ooh,omg so cute!" but in my heart i was swearing.haha.jokejoke.and was half way home when my cute keychain lost.i was panic! luckily Shoey found it stucking at the scchool fence.phew! and norys just stand there laughing her ass out and didn't help me find it. ;(

then blahblahblah...and now it has been nearly 2 hours im sitting infront of the comp. great! it doesnt sounds bad isn't after 4 solid days you had been forcing your brain to work hard.ahah.

till here then. :)))

2010-04-17T22:00:00.003+08:00

i need a booo,i gotta see you boo and the hearts all over the world tonight.said the hearts all over tonight.heee..

tomorrow i don't need to go for religious class.yay!thanks mum. ;)but stupid me for volunteering myself to wash all the school uniforms and other clothes if i didn't go for religious class tomorrow.

-_-"

now,im sitting alone in a room typing out things.and my lap is kind of burning inside as the lappy is hot.damn it.

so while i was browsing the net,came across many interesting things and i manage to download few songs.great!

and im looking forward to next week! figure it out yourself.haha.

2010-04-11T20:08:00.001+08:00

tomorrow 2.4km run.oh sucks. hoping that i could make it.wish me luck guys.

2010-04-08T20:12:00.002+08:00

just wake up and i feel like scolding everybody in the house.saying vulgarities and all.kay fuck.
feeling like saying what's on my mind right now.not happy with what i say here?your problem uh.

hate guys.
seriously im beginning to hate guys.yeah the dudes.honestly, im sure that,there may be a wide percentage of guys who are extremely childish,no hope and immatured.and a little percentage who are the 'average'.may not be childish,but thinks maturedly in EVERYTHING.if babes out there who has a boyf who belongs to the little percentage,please treasure them.really.it's hard to find okay.i really pity the females in this world. :(

true love or puppy love?
im happy to see couples who enjoy every moments with each other.seldom fight and thinks in an adult way to find a way out of their problems.you know what i mean by this?still don't get it?okay let me type out in a clear way.see this, when a matured couple fights(yeah of cos,can't excape from this)they think of a way to solve thier problem in an adult way.they sit down and talk.unlike an immatured couple who shout at each other,the girls crying and all.only a few mistakes they had done,one word they use to appease the situation which is,break off.i really,really hate it.totally.can't they use a better word or way to solve their problems? & if the girlf who every like almost everybody hates her,she told the boyf and the boyf talk things out to the girls who hate his girlf.haha.they just showing off that they are not ready in relationship.if i had this big opportunity to say the word one to them,i would take it.(and im sure that my GirlFriends know who im refering to ) ;)

there goes the topic that is on my mind.felt satisfy now.

2010-04-08T16:00:00.004+08:00

im now eating "asam pedas". delicious siol. and it seems that i can't get enough of it.so delicious!
headed back home after school.Nad and Iylianis ask me to join them to go to anchor point.at first i say ok to them but them as the weather sucks today,i decided to take back my words.hee..

tomorrow is KENT RIDGE BIRTHDAY! should i be happy? of course i should.i get my education there y'know.haha. so,tomorrow must report to school at 4.45pm.im happy about it because i don't need to get up so early in the morning.yes,yes,yes!!and im so looking forward for tomorrow event.btw,the event is called the 'Awards Day'.can't wait what's the school is up to tomorrow.hopefully they don't put up bored performances.^^

2010-04-06T22:15:00.002+08:00

today was indeed a very tiring day for me.ended school around 5:32pm because of Maths mentoring.can't focus real well as i was feeling hungry,tired and sleepy at the same time.gosh,every tuesday is killing me now.
im very disappointed with myself as on monday i had the 5 stations test(NAPFHA).all the 4 stations was okay for me except for standing broad jump.i'd never had any problem doing that particular stations for the past 3 years till i realised on monday that my legs and strenght is not enough to meet the passsing mark.totally disappointed.i think i had set a world record for myself as i'd to re-try it for 6 times.amazing huh? sucks!
revision for today?hmm,nope.too tired.and oh yah,after coming back from sch,my sibling's +Dylan ask me to join them play badminton.and of course i say yes.spent for a good 1 and a half hour playing badminton and catching.yupp,lame right.and then we headed back home.
maybe i should pack my bag now and revise and working out the sum that i had done in school just now.goodnight guys. =D

2010-04-04T15:58:00.003+08:00

had religious class today and the weather in the morning is so cold and comfortable to sleep.but too bad,i have to go to religious class.what a waste,right?i know.

actually i just wake up few minutes ago.my head feels like there's sth burning inside.seriously hurt and decided to take a nap.now im all refreshing.gonna revise & do my homework.only after i've finish watching 'how to train the dragon' which approximately will took up about 1hr plus.hmm,good.kay im off now.

2010-04-03T23:41:00.002+08:00

left a few minutes left before wishing 'Happy Birthday' to my GF,Myra. finally she's 16.all the best babes.
so,im very happy because i just created 'formspring'.yeah,ask me anything that you want .click on the link on the previous post and i'll reply them a.s.a.p. =D
i think im repeating my bad habit again.not revising my work.i mean not revising my work at all,but i only revise my work only a little.you know what i mean.and i realise that,i had waste ALOT,i mean ALOT of time by doing stuff that aren't worth of giving me anything.let me count,another few months more to go before i sat for the real National Exams.scary dude.but im sure that everything gonna turn out well if only i were to kick this bad habit of mine and become more hardworking.maybe i should forget about who im in love and what problems that is stucking in my head now.fuck all this thing.hah. im trying to stick to this plan of mine by studying for 2hrs for every subjects.and each day i will focusing on 2 subjects each day.how about that?hmm...

formspring.me

2010-04-03T14:53:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/irahhpereira

2010-04-02T15:58:00.002+08:00

yeah,i changed my blogskin and the song too.hear it. damn nice.

and girls,im sorry i can't follow you guys out to shop for Amira's & Anang's birthday present.totally sorrry. :(
was doing my maths homework half-way through when sis turn on the TV.of course i can't concentrate doing my homework and i join her watching the tv programme. =_=' till now,i can't get back doing my homework and revision.ugh.nehmind,i will get back doing my homework SOON!

talking about Good Friday today,what does Good Friday mean? *curious*
is it the day where all our luck come?or the day where all the human being think of doing good things for themeselves or what?hmm...

thanks to American Idol show that now,im addicted to the song OMG and yesterday i spent nearly two goog hours downloading all the Usher's new song from his new album called Raymond Vs Raymond.go check it out.great song man.totally.

2010-04-01T19:57:00.000+08:00

I dreamt a dream.one of my most unusual dream.
yupp,i dreamt about him last night.only certain people know who 'him' refer to.the dream goes like this...firsty,i dream that he went out with this girl.i don;t know who the girl is.seriously.they seems happy walking together.and the second dream is about me and him? surprised? yeah me too.the place i can't remember clear enough but i know that it happens at the classroom door.he was being mushy at that time.i can't explain how the situation goes like.it's really like...hmm..seriously,i don't know how to explain it. ;(

let me summarise what i've done today.
school,nothing much to talk about.NOrys was suppose to see Mr Asan for the physics thing.then i accompany her.then after dismissal he said that today's lesson is cancelled as he have to attend to some busy stuff.i was like ;(.should have told us earlier. i realised that,my school is getting extremely busy with the award's day.i know lah the school is celebrating it;s 10th year and the VIP's is coming,but c'mon don't have to be busy kan.then walk home with crazy norys.siao know her.crazy all the way home.then blah blah blah.sleep for 3 good hours and now i'm awake.:) gonna check my twitter,tumblr and facebook now. zoooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmmmm!

2010-03-19T20:45:00.004+08:00

Being able to compose my own songs one day. ^^

Piano,yeah the above instrument is my life right now.^^

having the picture above means something to me.

firstly,music has now becoming my second most priority in my life. and of cos the first is none other than my education.and yupp,my third priority now is being able to play the piano.without knowing how to play some of the instrument can be quite hard y'know to compose your own song.i mean yeah,own song.i've been writing songs few moths back and if only i know how to play the piano,the song that i wrote can be somehow change into music that we usually hear.examples like the Nick Jonas & The Administration.honestly,that band really inspire me alot.upon hearing the songs,i know he wrote his song with his soul and his heart and of cos the talent that he had.im not trying to say that i ha a big dream that you think it is hard to acieve but somehow i think back,it's easy for to achieve that dream if you have passion in music.true?absolutely.

2010-03-15T23:39:00.003+08:00

Why must there be March Hols when majority of us need to come back to sch this one week?

well,i've just write some satisfying words in Norys tumblr bout this pathetic soul.go check it out.still,what's thier main idea in disturbing and finding faults with other people.some people really need to receive their 6 years educations again till they know their manner.

drop that,had maths tutorial and after which had F&N tutorial.lucky me,all my recipes had been approve.yeah! No feeling stress out again just to type out the recipes and finding the recipes.only me and Norys know.kan?

tomorrow maths and physics tutorial. ends at noon.that's about it then.

well...

each day passed and the more my love towards you has no meaning in it.that means,i had no feelings towards you anymore.go and follow you dream in getting her.im sure she has a feeling towards you although she keeps on saying that "no,no.i have no feelings towards him" and what so other shit words she says.just remember that you shouldn't be coming after me again if your chances in getting her is low.get it? seeing your face just doesn't give me any joy in my heart though my heart feels with joy the other time when i still admire you.but not for now and the rest of the day/year. i'm choosing my way of life which is good to me.and i will be sucha a dumb ass if i were to stuck in the situation whereby i still love you.i know,you feel proud/good that someone is admiring you.but i think i will stop admiring you and should be movin on with my life which is waiting ahead of me and a guy who is way better than you.i believe that,a guy someday will come to me.what's the use of me going crazy over you,right? till here then.

2010-03-14T23:36:00.002+08:00

Today's post gonna be all about Owl City. Not interested?then too bad lor.

While searching for Justin Bieber latest video,i decided to find out about one of the Owl City songs which is Fireflies.and upon hearing it for the second time,i get addicted to it and of cos i try to search for all the Owl city Songs.and im happy that i manage to download 6 of the songs. hehe. seriously,the tone and the arrangement of the music tune is just nice.

and oh ya,did i mention the composer of all the Owl City songs? the name is Adam Young.for me,he's just an average looking guy with a unique voice. ^^ && the Owl City album is out now.

just ask me to mention all the Owl City Songs in the album,surely i can answer without any problem. ;)

2010-03-09T16:27:00.007+08:00

knn. all the wrds that i had type out earlier on all gone.fuck that.will type out agin later.

2010-03-05T20:50:00.002+08:00

A guy keep appearing in my dream for 2 days! i'm very curious to know who's that particular guy is.please,please,please!heh.i really hope that the guy is the one that im expecting.only GF's knows.kan,kan?
oh well,lets begin with today's day.Lepak at Myra's house with Nad and watch this romantic and cute little movie.i went 'awww','sweet nyer' when there's this scene that is truely romantic.heh.then,we curl each others hair and play prank on Nadhirah who gets easily frightened.laugh,laugh,laugh.4:30+ knock off from Myra's house and went to the WCP to walk
around before heading back to the school for the Principal's talk about 'N' & 'O' levels.ended at 6:30+,then decided to go home as i was superrrr tired. and of cos im still tired now,wanna take my shower then after that rest & ZzzZZzzzZZZz. goodnight then people. ^^

2010-03-02T21:05:00.001+08:00

trying to acquire love that is pure is not easy.

true enough you finally knows that i have a feeling for ya.i was expecting you to say like, "ooh REALLLY?" "i have a feeling for you too".but those phrases were meant to be just a dream that can't be real.honestly,whatever the teacher is talking in class,i wasn't paying any attention. thinking bout what you said was just to difficult for me to erase it.i was trying to understand what you were trying to say.and i know,you wouldn't take me as your girlf because you were into her.i understand that.but just have this thoughts,falling for a girl and she herself don't have any feeling for you? hurrying after a girl that you can dream of to becoming your gf.that's really tottally funny. i know you treated me as your good friends,but you don't know that i had feelings for you since last year and even the year before.try counting on those years and days,it's really a long period that i hasn't stop loving you.but now,all those waiting years were now meant to be flow in the drain.and every seconds in a day,im always looking forward to see an unexpected movement of yours.but mostly i could see nothing had happened,that's when a strong force will always pull my heart away as i was crying silently and dying inside.

and i gotta admit this,i will never stop loving you no matter how strong they want me to stop loving you.i will not stop.i will not stop.i will not stop. go on and love that person.though i'm jealous.i am not your special friend or girlf to ask you to stop loving her.im nobody to you.and im here, will look from far how long will you keep on loving her.

with no more tears for me to waste for just typing out his particular message to you.i should end here then with my few last sentences.i will not stop loving you.and you're wrong if you believed that good friends can't turned out to be more than good friends.

2010-02-26T19:57:00.002+08:00

can each and everyone of us have this mentality that love is not as easy as you think.

try to understand the above sentence.still don't get it?well,maybe you have to be mature in your thinking.

like any other friday, i had NCDCC.luckily we just play some bored games,captains ball for girls & soccer for boys.it's fun to have Mr Wong joined us in between the games,but its EXTREMELY,TOTALLY,not fair when he try to do the cheating stuff by climbing onto the chair to block it from my team to goal to the goal point.(btw,we used 2 chairs as the goal point and of course one of the teammates must stand onto the chair)

it's really annoying.but overall we did enjoy ourselves.

then the weather is not in a good mood.finding places for sec 4s cadet.finding places for us to TCS.(talk-cock-session)cool?duh! then end up sitting in the gallery and that's when me & Norys talk about MY stuff.she knows who im in love right now.and i know who you in love too Norys eventhough you already had a boyf.sape eh?kay i give the clue. it's a boy.haha! seriously, only Norys knows everything!i mean yes! EVERYTHING! from A-Z. but its a big NO-NO if you secretly ask Norys about all the things i've said to her. get it?

2010-02-21T20:55:00.003+08:00

oh well, decided to take some quiz before revising my work.found this quiz at one of my friends wall and i took it. and this is the result.oh btw,the quiz is about 'Get to know yourself better'. 100% of the points above there is absolutely correct.wanting to know more about me? click the above image and read it. :)

2010-02-20T21:07:00.002+08:00

Finally i felt relieved talking to the person that he love that i had a felling over him.luckily,you don't mind as you yourself don't have 0.01% feeling towards him.hmm,counting the names that i had told whom im in love right now is....Total: 5 people. i know it's only 5,but i told to this 5 particular people because i believed they are thrusted.so yeah.

Had Maths tutorial today.after tutorial bus-ed off to Clementi to eat wantan noodle with Nadhirah as i've been craving for it for a long time. and in between that,we talk like there's no tomorrow.realised that it's nearly 1:00pm,then decided to bus-ed home.Took 184=====> send mummy's letter =====>walk to BPP=====> go popular to check out about the Vampire Diaries book =====> then back home.

2 test papers down & still 4 more to go!

though it's only CT1, i've been studying like its the MYE that im going to sit for.oh ya, last Friday sit for Eng & SS papers. ENGLISH PAPER WAS A KILLER MAN! i think i left out quite a number of question as the time that was given is not enough + we had to do sth like a grid before writing the summary. but i ended up oing only 4 sentences to show that i had done the grid and then proceed on to the summary writing.finish writhing the whole summary and 7 mins left before the teacher say 'put your pens down'. imagine this,i left out almost all the cloze passage as i don't know what the passage is talking about! for passsage A,the passage is a bit confusing but not so bad for Passage B,it's quite easy but having problem to put those sentences into our own words.shitzxxzx!

i think this is the longest post that i had type out for this year.don't mind reading eh,if not you are welcome to press the back arrow.thank you.bye.

2010-02-15T00:29:00.004+08:00

spend like 1.5 hrs on the comp without doing anything.as usual, check FB,read people's blog,chat.then after that don't know what to do. =_=

and so,yesterday went over to visit grandma after like a decade haven't visit her. not much change. reached her house around 7:30pm --------> then 10+ knock off from her house ---------> take cab,the taxi driver was driving at a high speed that can almost kill people. thank god nothing happened in between the ride back home. haha.

&& tomorrow.gonna wake up late.yess! i mean lateeeeee.i will only wake up if mom yell at me if not i will continue sleeping and willnot wake up even if there's war happening.haha.

kay i felt listless now.gonna sleep and sleeep like there's no tomorrow. *evil laugh*

2010-02-05T20:54:00.002+08:00

why does the person that ..... ugh. forget it.tk fhm uh. aku tgh binget ni.

Cip day today.also known as,KR Hands on day.but before i elaborate much about what happened,let me talk about what happened in the morning.

in the morning.

i was like crazy as i woke up 4.45AM and take a shower.i just realised after finish bathing like 15 mins later , that it is still early that i had my shower. i was like wth and keep stariing at the clock to check if there's anything wrong with clock.but no.looking at all the clock in my house,the timing is right.and it was me the crazy one to be waking up early in the morning like that.but atleast,i get to do my Geography homework as the previous day i slept all the way from 9pm - 4.45am.heheh.pig eh.

during the CIP

bus-sed off to Toa Payoh to visit the senior citizen there .of cause with all my classmates,teachers and PSG.then in the bus,Mr Lok told us about of Grouping and which teacher that is assigned to us and definitely my group is assigned to MR Asan. =_=

when reached there, headed off to one of the unit.first attempt,the owner of the house is not in,then Mr Asan told us to join the other group first,then walk off to the unit and i was TOTALLY SHOCKED when a dog came near to the gate and bark out loud! y'all know this kind of flat which is face to facewhich each other and the corridor is narrow.you can imagine how loud the barking of the bog were.my heart nearly popped out! and Mr Asan laughed! as he know that one particular household has a dog.thanks eh.=-=then blah blah blah,headed back to the unit and luckily there's someone,an old woman.after chatting with her,we get to know that her age is 90+! that's amazing man.then came the emotional part,shareena cry.and seriously,my eyes is like watery alrdy when she told us about her past and everything.but just keep it a secret ,kay?just between you and me.hah.then headed back to sch and waited for Mr Wong to settle some things first before we heade to the HQ to take some course.and ended around 5:30pm.and reached home around 7.30pm.

now im totally tired and need a lots of rest.and yay! tomorow is SATURDAY! like finally! can sleep and wake up till noon.woohoo.kay whatever now,im done here. =D

2010-02-01T18:36:00.002+08:00

seeing the person you love,love someone else.how can that be?

guys,guys,guys,guys! have you ever have this feeling whereby you love someone secretly and he don't know bout it?? but the thing is, he actually had fallen into someone,your friend? i just want thing to work out MY WAY.

well,it's firsst of the month today.was totally tired and i slept for a good 3 hours.will study soooooooooooooooooooon. =_=

In school.

arrived at school early for the maths thing.my first time going to school at 6:50am.luckily got Jasmine,so we thought we were late but somehow,went we walk outside the teachers' room,we're the first one to arrive.wth.

During PE Lesson.

play tchoukball.(as usual) i was vvvvvv annoyed with the noise that they make when they: can't catch the ball,aim wrongly at the goal there and when they had earned themselves one goal also they make absolutely fucking irritating+annoying noise.i was like,come on this is just the PE lesson.why want to be so hyperactive?th fhm uh.and this part i feel like hushing my friend down when i can't catch the ball.imagine this people,the ball that your team mate throw was like so high and they expect me to catch?some more the ball is hard.then somemore you can say,actually the ball is easy sia for you to catch.then why don't you catch?talk much.i know what im doing uh,though i just stand there waiting for the ball to come.use abit of knowledge lah people.im sure that if you were at my position you too can't even catch the balll.use abit of sense uh.

End.

that's the only topic for today.for the PE lesson thing,can see that i was abit fustrated with some of my friends action.particularly,i dont like people to talk out to me and ask me what to do.i know what im doing.this is the thing that i can't stand.i know im being straight forward here,then too bad lor.thats basically who i am.dont know till now?then it's good that you know it now.kay im done here.

2010-01-29T20:52:00.002+08:00

i will be stronger.and i have this crazy kinda crush on you. omggggggggggggggggggggggggg.

wassupppppp??

this blog has been dead.i also don't care.haha.reason for this? because i am really,really busy with tutorial,coursework,homework,revision,cca etc.next week there's gonna be like 2 test in a week? wth? feels like,im getting less time to relax and do my favourite things.most of the time is spent on school work and the above stuff that i mention.it's really,really trying time year for me.in 2 days time January is gone.still,i think i have not put in my best in my revisionit's just because of this :.procrastinate,procrastinate,procrastinate.damn it! well time really flies real fast.just a wink of it another day is gone.and another wink of it again 1 month had gone.damn it again! but im sure,i will give it all for this year.hoping to make it to scec 5 and proceed on to my favourite course in Poly. what course? cannot tell.haha. till here then.

2010-01-25T23:33:00.002+08:00

unlucky day.
reach school around 7:30+.and all the way to the school,i run.yeah RUN! it's a bit embarrasing but what to do,better to run than kena go for detention,right? what a day uh.

class test,common test is haunting me every single day.not to add in about all sorts of preparation for N levels. teachers nowdays just making me screwed up everything.and idk why i say it.hah.
but the problem is that,i always procrastinate my work.and another glimpse of it,another day is gone and then i will realise how much time i've wasted. can i say this, 'time please stop ticking'.
a few days or weeks,January is GONE,GONE,GONE.and Febuary is coming,coming,coming.and a that means there's only a few days left,left,left before the big exmainations starts.GG uh. just praying hard that i will get through my seconday life ASAP!

2010-01-18T19:33:00.003+08:00

I WANT TO KNOW THE ANSWER,YOU DUMDHEAD !

see the sentence above?good. The question is still playing in my head & i just want the answer to ease my doubt. but no,every single day there's no answer to that question till now. it's kind of fustrating when you don't get the answer,though he/she had given you the answer which i think that is just plain liar.i mean a total liar.even some of my friend, who knew about this said that, "maybe that 'thing' he/she is just playing a joke". wtf? a joke?you gotta be kidding me uh.

and oh ya i just want to said this : I DON'T LOVE YOU NO MORE,DUMBHEAD !

still,im not satisfied ! F btl.

2010-01-15T19:30:00.002+08:00

going round & round & round.

well people! did you realised that it's been a long time since i've last updated this blog? it's alll because that,im busy with studying.oh no,correction,i mean revising my last year work and this year work. promising myself to do school work and revising is hard at times.imagine this,doing my homework & revising my work,while my lappy is right infront of me.haha.but atleast i control myself not to press the 'on' button while im working on my school work. =D

i guess,Friday is the only day i will be onlining and checking out my Facebook and etc. giving myself a break after spending much hour in the school for CCA's and stuff like that.so yeah,preferably Friday is the only day that i will be onlining. get it? kay good.

2010-01-11T20:33:00.002+08:00

so,the moment of thruth is out.who's satisfied with their results?hands up please?haha.kay,random.

knowing from ibu that Shaa passed her 'O' level with a unexpected points gave me a relieved.glad that actually she passed her 'O' level,though she's not satisfy with her maths.Atleast you get the points that is really difficult for some students to get that point. even i was scared and nervous for some of them who is taking their result. and i don't know why i had that feeling of anxiety in me. some of my friends do feel this anxiety too.

so,these group of people had seated for their 'O' level and had even gotten their result.when's my turn then? though it's 2 years away before i seat for 'O' level, i have feeling lack of confident whether i can manage to pass 'O' level or not.hold on there,im missing something.before i talk about 'O' level and stuff, its like 200++ days before 'N' level.i was really,really,really,super-duper scared and nervous.seriously,ITE is not on my future list.aiming to get 11 points for my 'N' level.cause i think i can pass through 'N' level and move my ass to sec 5. but i've always have this lack of confident,so how? hmmm...

2010-01-10T13:58:00.000+08:00

good luck to 'O' levels students tomorrow ;)

there's so many questions that have not yet to be answer in my head.i need all of the answers to ease my doubt.
i don't know why,out of a sudden we're seem not contact to each other quite often.honestly,im not happy with the relationship status that you put yours as 'married' though you said it's just for fun.i believe in whatever you say,but look i get easily jealous even about small things.does that mean,your relationship status must be forever 'married'? if it is for fun,you should just change it back to single after that,right?each time i look at your relationship status in FB,i was like shit uh.seriously,looking at the girl FB too,i was like double shit.im not talking behind your back or so as i know you hate it.but i just want to talk things out here.i don't know how long must this thing end.every sec,i waited patiently to receive your message but nehh nothing. till that,i was the one that suppose to message you first?oooohhh,akward.i should just stop here.no use talking alot when nothing can be done,right? im done,then.